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as messy as my life seems to be you would think that i blogged about it. i blogged a lot back in middle school & like the first two years of high school. back then it was extremely therapeutic. i blogged just about everyday, 6 days a weeks, sometimes two and three times. i was going through a lot. i'm one of the original blogger's. i have homework that i'm supposed to be doing right now, this just feels better.

college

what a f'in blast. i am out here in the mountains. cold as the dickens. i have been here since the end of august, i did take 2 weekend trips home but they didn't leave too much time. my roommate is Mike, you probally don't know him, or maybe you do. i have met some crazy ass people, some cool as people. this is a party school. awesomeness. i find that i wake up in other persons rooms, with tattoo's "thug life"...that was probally the best one. thanks Ash & Taylor. i have dealt with some tragedy since being here. not to get into detail (love you Ash 1990-2008). i covered my walls with a magazine, XXL. i don't even like that magazine, but i did it anyway because i didn't want to chop up my GQ & Vibe or my Complex. i have had a spending problem, once again. i am here in the burg without a real mall. so i shop online, hundreds of dollars, gone. i just swipe the visa. i dropped a class. so now i am taking 13 credits instead of 16. halloween was fun, i didn't celebrate because it the devils holiday but i went out. my life is crazy right now. someone is back in my life. mmmm. (i just smiled). i have realized some stuff. i need to make some changes and i have already made some. everyone is blogging these days. i am bored with this one. i wanna become a writer for someone else. ***hint hint*** any takers. 2 heads r better than one. maybe quennie valentine. thats my dream i think. oh my horoscopes have been creepy. real close 2 my life. something 2 think on, money can't buy happiness.

excitement please

wait, so amber reads my blog and i have proof, she's probally reading this. so employment is awesome, the money, the co-workers. and the latest drama at panera bread, spanish woman "a" was supposedly going to stab spanish woman "b". lmao. spanish woman "a" has since been fired, but for another reasons, she lies, and is late and feels like she doesn't have to come to work when scheduled and doesn't have to call. in other news, i am a trainer and wear a black hat, i have recently trained a immigrant woman, she's awesome. college is vastly approaching, i need to get my prep on. alota shit is and isn't going on in my life right now. i miss my friend alex. ok. more intresting tomorrow, i promise.

the yea

well, i said farewell to city, i graudatued, i did the whole shabang. all without sheding a tear. i tired to force myself to cry but it didn't work. instead i had the look of constipation. i am gonna miss the castle on the hill, alot, the students, the teachers, the experience. (love) man. well my life has been work lately, fun. i work at panera, and now the airport too. its cool, i am tryna save this cheese so i'm not totally broke when college creeps up. oh by the way, i'm goin to frostburg. yea, cold right. they say it's parties n drugs-- but thats not my goal. i have been to federal hill too much lately--bad things happen, whether it's musquitos or blunts. ok, maybe the blunts r not too bad. i've secretly been dating this girl, well since it's a secret i'll leave it at that. this summer has gotta be the best, since it's the last b4 college. all smiles, some tears, minior altercations.

-me

back, for good i hope

so i've deleted the old blogs, no need to create a new account, just gettin on new shit. my life has been a blur, my senior year really. i had some really fun times. ok all of high school. i am offically done. graduation is in 2 weeks. the countdown has begun. prom was last night real fun. thats me n my date in that picture. i need to vent these days and my friends are over-booked for conversation. desperate housewives came on last night, season finale actually. (highlight was when the 14 year lie came about: romanian girl) no school this week, just senior checkout. moore tomorrow. i am uber tired. i'll be blogging more now, ok.

surgeons warning

blogging is a form of expression, sorta like poetry, but less rhymes..lol. i've done this whole blogging thing before, xanga, myspace..its captivating..but somehow i always fall off. maybe this blog will just be one for the books or something more. but i've found new* inspiration. it a blog called quennie valentine that written by kim & dominique but it's fun and i figured i like blogging so why not join the band-wagon. so here i am u guys...it'll b hard to compete with quennie v, but hey's its not a competion, but please honor queenie v and stop by and drop a line, its pretty cool, from tech info to a spotlight on new artists...so check it out

http://www.queenievalentine.blogspot.com/; it's pretty much the bomb

thanks k & d